Personal Ceremonies
The type of ceremony that I focus on, is the sacred ceremony of contacting the next realm, the spirit world if you will. When I began my journeys with the sacred medicines, I had no idea what to expect. Until that point, I had never had the substance, the opportunity and the group to feel safe to explore this type of substance until that point, so I never did much of it previously.
Once we got into the habit of experimenting with MDMA and psychedelics, we began to discover quite quickly, that there was another world, superimposed over top of this one. Further into the experiences, we realized, that the world we know, was actually superimposed upon the spirit plane. We learned more and more, very quickly. We saw this world, come to life as though it were animated, all of it some kind of digital construct, yet very alive none the less. The more we did, the more of this new world came back here with us into normal space. Three of us were sharing visual experiences that are thought to be impossible, and not by mere suggestion. The trees came to life, is such precise detail that we could describe and confirm our experience with one another. They even moved to touch us, they are alive, and aware, and given the proper circumstance, they can move. One of the three of us introduced herself to a group of trees standing tall and still among the rest like an English palace guard, the tallest among them twisted itself into the shape of a rose. The young woman’s name was Rose, she gasped, “They know our names!!”
We saw clouds in the form of alien grays, and images of ourselves among them. The most detailed cloud formation we saw was a portrait of us within a large picture frame, and the cloud portrait floated through the picture frame in 3 dimensions. We saw glowing balls of light in the skies that seemed to be portals opening up like eyeballs, spinning, red, blue, green, gold. When I called out one of the others to come see, she saw it too, and another opened up above her as well. We saw angels in the sky giving birth to baby angels. These things we saw with no medicines at all, but after the effects had worn off, sometimes months later. It had become apparent, we had gone down the rabbit hole, and had begun to find a new reality, or rather rediscovered a much older one.
As the months went on, our experiences seemed to build upon the ones before. We saw a ship disguised as a skyline, the size of a city floating above the city, and it seemed that the city below was merely a reflection of this giant floating city. We saw time looping, moving vehicles glitching and repeating endlessly, we could hear my voice echoing like thunder in the sky. Keep in mind, these events were experienced never by just one person, but two or 3 of us. We continued of course, to consume entheogens and rip apart the reality we had been born into and emerge into another far more mystical and magical realm. We had even begun to astral project.
At a certain point, a being came to us and demanded to know just what we thought we were doing. Up until that point, we thought we were just on our own, arising from our former consciousness in our own time. We immediately recognized this Great presence, this was the Great Mother, the one who had made us. She had a halo of fireflies that seemed to threaten to consume everything and everyone in a white hot fire. As we spoke to one another at great length, for what must have been 4 hours or more we began to learn of our existence, and of creation. She taught us many things in that short time, and excluded one of us from consuming psychedelics for the time being. From what we were told on a cosmic scale, she was very young compared to the rest of us, and must remain in an earthly perception.
Since this first event, the Great mother has been with me each time I engage in the practice of taking entheogens. Entheogen, means the study of God if you didn’t already know that. Since I have met the Great Mother, I have met others as well, including the Great Father, and the GrandFathers spoke of by the indigenous American / Canadian / Mexican tribes. We can communicate directly, as humans do, in any language known to man, they will speak to the people I introduce in their native tongue when they are sharing something private, and in plain English when they want me to understand what is being shared in the group. We can also speak telepathically, and they come to us in our dreams and take us places. At this point I no longer require entheogens to communicate, we are together.
What I wanted to impart to you in the above paragraphs, is that most of you can do this too, have this relationship. However, I learned some hard lessons along the way, and managed to break some specific rules of conduct. I learn what I learn from the Gods themselves. They are not in the habit of repeating themselves, so be a quick learner and take this art of emergence and transcendence seriously. If you are waiting for someone to come and tell you, consider yourself told. In the sections to follow I will outline the ceremonies I have been asked by Them to share. There are specific rules of conduct, and different elements that evoke different spirits, and different lessons. As you begin to emerge, you may get different ideas that are not covered in my writings. This is fine, but begin by making a connection, and let the true creators be your guides, not some shaman.